jokes are off

Well, I woke up without the confidence to pass my oral exam today and that's what I got. I froze like I've never frozen before. I stalled like no other. My glasses fogged up, I was full of anger at myself and I just couldn't come up with the answer. I looked like a fool just sitting there moving my leg. It was almost as if, I never all! I'm the one who went over the answers yesterday. I knew them just the day before. I thought that I could perform and I didn't. I didn't deliver. Don't look for that much updates until I get my sh*t straight. I'm seriously disappointed in myself. I mean, I should have passed. Stupid anxiety bullsh*t. I'm pissed!!!